cnuprincess
Living and breathing everyday without truly existing.
Where do all the unfinished dreams go??
Oh wow. I think that i need a change of scenery. I need to get back to what i dreamed I would one day do. I don't know when i got lost and i don't even know what i really want anymore. the black hole is looming somewhere in the distance and if i take the wrong turn i may soon be stuck somewhere i never intended to be. my life seems to be a serious of turns right now.
I need $4500 so that i can go to scotland next summer and get back to the dream i once held.
I want believe in dreams again.
They were what i lived and breathed once. I lost that and i want it back.
I need $4500 so that i can go to scotland next summer and get back to the dream i once held.
I want believe in dreams again.
They were what i lived and breathed once. I lost that and i want it back.
No proved braves - Draw Your Sword
Joy.
I am in Sigma Tau Delta.
I am just so special.
John has found a place to live and will be here permenatly in just a few weeks.
John is taking me to dinner and to a movie to celebrate.
What a great day.
Now I just need to get some homework done.
I am in Sigma Tau Delta.
I am just so special.
John has found a place to live and will be here permenatly in just a few weeks.
John is taking me to dinner and to a movie to celebrate.
What a great day.
Now I just need to get some homework done.
I have decided that these smile things are my new favorite thing. I love daisies, they are my favorite flower, hence the look change.
I also love John *Kiss*
I am actually happy that this week is over, and yes i know it is only Thursday but that is the end for me. My weekend has arrived and I have a lot of homework/work to get ahead/work to catch up, that sort of thing anyways. And right now I am tired but I think I should at least get one thing out of the way.
However I would just like to announce that Christopher Newport has made another mistake. They have decided to have me in the English Honor Society. Why? I don't know. Maybe it is some cruel joke. But it really makes me laugh because there is no way I think I deserve to be in it. Unless its a reward for suffering through Shakespeare at 8 am for a whole semester. That and surviving a semester with Dean Gordon's wife.
I am off now. Enjoy the weekend!!
No proved braves - Draw Your Sword
Yeah. It's february and the groundhog saw his shadow! Let us hope the weather changes to spring weather for good. Happy day! i got someone to cover my shift tomorrow night which means I can stay home and cheer on the Steelers!!! Go Pittsburg!! Hope everyone enjoys their weekend!!
No proved braves - Draw Your Sword
I am a little bit mad tonight. well not a little bit mad, but a lot mad.
I am mad at my fellow employees for not sticking to their responsiblities and show up for work. No that would be asking too much. So I am stuck with the rotten end of the stick. And then I am mad at myself because i am too much of a chicken shit to call in and not go to work. And I am mad at myself for being behind in my homework. I really want to scream.
But most of all i am mad at John. I am mad that i am too mad to even say why iam a mad. And it would be real nice to one day understand what the hell is going on in his head. What the hell is he thinking?? I don't know I just know he is not thinking about me and he is only thinking about himself.
well i hope he enjoys his fucking last month a school. It better be the best time of his life. Hey, don't worry about me hun, i'll just sit here and do all the things i need to do to make sure that my future is a good one.
sorry for the rant, but it helped a little bit bcause i can't help but think he is avoiding calling me right now. i don't know why, its not like he lets me explain myself or why i am mad. No not john, somehow it always gets back to being all about him.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! This really sucks.
I am mad at my fellow employees for not sticking to their responsiblities and show up for work. No that would be asking too much. So I am stuck with the rotten end of the stick. And then I am mad at myself because i am too much of a chicken shit to call in and not go to work. And I am mad at myself for being behind in my homework. I really want to scream.
But most of all i am mad at John. I am mad that i am too mad to even say why iam a mad. And it would be real nice to one day understand what the hell is going on in his head. What the hell is he thinking?? I don't know I just know he is not thinking about me and he is only thinking about himself.
well i hope he enjoys his fucking last month a school. It better be the best time of his life. Hey, don't worry about me hun, i'll just sit here and do all the things i need to do to make sure that my future is a good one.
sorry for the rant, but it helped a little bit bcause i can't help but think he is avoiding calling me right now. i don't know why, its not like he lets me explain myself or why i am mad. No not john, somehow it always gets back to being all about him.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! This really sucks.
Profile
Calendar
